[Lyrics & Translation] Hitsujibungaku (羊文学) – Haru no Arashi (春の嵐)

Information:

Artist:	Hitsujibungaku (羊文学)
Song title:	Haru no Arashi (春の嵐)
Song title translation:	ENG: Spring Strom
Release date:	18 June 2025
Lyricist:	Moeka Shiotsuka (塩塚モエカ)
Composer:	Moeka Shiotsuka (塩塚モエカ)
Arranger:	Hitsujibungaku (羊文学)

Romaji / Romanized / Romanization / Transliteration

Atataka na heya no naka nigekonda
Monitaa no oku no sekai wa mugen

Ano hito ni narenai mama de watashi
Kyonen to onaji haru wo mukaeteiru

Sonzai no shoumei wo dou yatte shite ii ka
Wakannai ga kurushii yo
Ima, kono mune wa kurushii yo

Kakko tsukeru no ni mo akite
Ima sara honne mo naku tte
Karappo na atama ni ukanda kotoba wo oikakeru

Watashi wa kitto tebanashita
Anna hoshikatta jikan wo
Dareka ga kirameite ikiteiru

Itai, itai, itai, itai, itai
Watashi wa kokoro ga itai

Amefuri, kasa no nai yoru ni
Kaettemo ii basho shiritai

Kusattatte seikatsu wa tsuzuite iku
Sore wo eranda jibun no
Mendou wa jibun shika mirenai no ga sabishii yo

Maa ikka nante waratte
Katazuketa tsumori de zutto
Kokoro no okufukaku, iki wo hisomete mada nokotteiru

Watashi wa sore wo toridashite
Namida de mata mizu wo yatte
Arigatou tte dakishimete yaru
Soko kara mou ichido ikite iku

Sonna hibi kurikaeshite yuku dake
Kono hanashi no saihousou wa mata, tsugi no haru?

Orignal / Kanji / 歌詞

暖かな部屋の中逃げ込んだ
モニターの奥の世界は無限

あの人になれないままで私
去年と同じ春を迎えてる

存在の証明をどうやってしていいか
わかんないが苦しいよ
今、この胸は苦しいよ

かっこつけるのにも飽きて
いまさら本音もなくって
空っぽな頭に浮かんだ言葉を追いかける

わたしはきっと手放した
あんな欲しかった時間を
誰かが煌めいて生きてる

痛い、痛い、痛い、痛い、痛い
わたしは心が痛い

雨降り、傘のない夜に
帰ってもいい場所知りたい

腐ったって生活は続いてく
それを選んだ自分の
面倒は自分しか見れないのが寂しいよ

まあいっかなんて笑って
片付けたつもりでずっと
心の奥深く、息を潜めてまだ残ってる

わたしはそれを取り出して
涙でまた水をやって
ありがとうって抱きしめてやる
そこからもう一度生きてく

そんな日々 繰り返していくだけ
この話の再放送はまた、次の春？

English Translation

I ran away into a warm room
The world beyond the monitor feels endless

Still unable to become that person
I greet the same spring as last year

How am I supposed to prove I exist?
I don't know, but it hurts
Right now, this heart hurts

I've grown tired of pretending to be cool
Now, it's too late for honesty
I chase after the words floating through my empty mind

Surely, I must have let go
Of the moments I once longed for so much
Someone else is shining, living brightly

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
My heart hurts

On a rainy night without an umbrella
I just want to know a place I can come home to

Even when I rot inside, life goes on
I chose this path myself
But it's lonely knowing no one else can take care of me

I laughed it off, saying "oh well"
Pretending I'd tidied it all away
Yet deep within my heart, it still hides, quietly breathing

I'll take it out again
Water it once more with my tears
Hold it close, whispering "thank you"
From there, I'll start living again

That's all my days have been... repeating the same way
Will this story's rerun come again next spring?